Random

I have all these thoughts going through my mind but as soon as I decided to start typing away it seems I am at a loss for words.  I wonder if anyone will actually read my blogs.  So, it's 11pm and my husband's at work, my son's in his bedroom, probably asleep already.  My husband and I just celebrated our three year wedding anniversary.  This is my first marriage, his second.  Being married is great.  I remember before I started dating my husband I couldn't imagine living with a man.  I was used to being a single mother and it just being me and my son at home...we had a good thing going and I enjoyed coming and going as I pleased.  I always thought that if I found someone that I wanted to marry then I wouldn't have as much freedom as I was accustomed to.  Now, I can't imagine not living with my husband.  I realize that the men of my past is the reason I thought I might lose so much of myself by getting married.  My husband is a true rare find and has shown me the way I always should have been treated in a relationship.  During our first year of marriage I would always show concern when I'd find out that a couple we knew were breaking up.  I know that what my husband and I have is solid but momentarily I would find myself wondering what ultimately caused that couple to break up and could what happened to them happen to us.  Of course, not all relationships are built on solid ground.  I think this is it for my first blog...I'm going to get some sleep now.